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[Friday [12:59A - 11-13-09]] I'm too tired to study. I'm exhausted. CMMT.

[Thursday [07:45P - 09-10-09]] I've been working out hard a lot lately. I just need to train myself to eat healthier than I am now. My legs don't take much to tone up again, so that's exciting. I'm moving out of my parents house FINALLY in less than 2 weeks! I've been packing all afternoon and surprisingly have a lot packed up already. It's been a long time coming, can't wait to be on my own. Andddd my birthday is next Thursday. :) 20! CMMT.

[Thursday [11:04A - 08-06-09]] I am so lonely CMMT.

[Saturday [03:52A - 07-25-09]] I've spent close to 2k on going out this summer... I'm okay with it. But then I look on Facebook at the people who actually have friends outside of work friends and I get jealous. I gave up living in a house with my 5 "best friends" at school so I could unfortunately live at home with my parents for free. Seriously? Little did I know that these "best" friends wouldn't contact me all summer and make me realize that it was in my best interest to not move into that house to begin with. You win some, you lose some. I wouldn't give up my friends right now for the world... ...I need to get out of Buffalo. CMMT.

[Sunday [12:12A - 05-31-09]] I would do almost any goddamn thing to develop an eating disorder again and be as skinny as I used to be. 002 - CMMT.

[Sunday [12:18A - 04-05-09]] someone finally walked in my life when i least expected it, when i needed it the most. finally. CMMT.

[Sunday [03:48P - 03-08-09]] I HATE being at school. CMMT.

[Saturday [08:05P - 02-28-09]] The other night I had a dream that I spent over 4,000 dollars on designer clothes. I wish I had 4,000 dollars to spend on desginer clothes. CMMT.

[Wednesday [06:29P - 02-11-09]] i am so. lonely. CMMT.

[Thursday [12:54A - 12-11-08]]   Nothing is as genuine as it seems. Smiles are forced and only come on rare occasions lately. Me=Scrinch= Scrooge+Grinch. Alone for the holidays. Again. Go Kelsey Basehart! Ugh.   CMMT.

[Monday [09:50P - 11-03-08]] I've contemplated getting ahold of you for over a year. Inside I know you won't respond, just like old times. The sad thing is that i keep wasting wishes on you. 002 - CMMT.

[Friday [06:36P - 10-10-08]] I'm home for a long weekend, and although I love being home and being able to sleep in my own bed, the memories from home don't rest easy with me. I can't seem to stop thinking about you because all around me are memories of what used to be, what we used to be. Just sucks. CMMT.

[Sunday [12:05P - 09-07-08]] I'm ready for love again. CMMT.

[Tuesday [04:42P - 07-29-08]] I don't really believe in much anymore. And to be perfectly honest, I'm finally okay with it. 004 - CMMT.

[Friday [03:03A - 06-13-08]] apparently i'm the shittiest person on this planet because i've done nothing but sob and feel sorry for myself the past 4 days that people have been ripping me new assholes. i'm not a bad person. at least i hope not CMMT.

[Sunday [09:15A - 06-08-08]] the way i like loving you broken hearts like broken bones hurt well no matter what i do i always forget to forget you CMMT.

[Tuesday [05:26P - 05-27-08]] i have not been happy since. CMMT.

[Monday [08:33A - 04-21-08]]  I hate my roommate, she's lucky I haven't slit her throat in her sleep. My fucking God I can't wait to get out of here. CMMT.

[Sunday [10:10P - 03-23-08]] I'm living in Rochester on the weekends in the summer. I hate this place and it's all your fault. CMMT.

[Tuesday [10:30A - 02-19-08]]  Give me a reason why I should care anymore. 003 - CMMT.

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